Adult Written Stories

I am nineteen and my name is Ciara, I have been on a few dates since my mom let me start dating at seventeen but still they have not been that many and they were not all that great. I have a girlfriend her name is China, she has been on so many dates that sometimes it makes me feel jealous. I know that I am what you can call cute but China is stunning and sexy and fun and so outgoing, these are things that I am not even on the greatest of days. It's just that I am shy and I really don't see anything wrong with that, but I know that it has everything to do with why our dating lives are so different. For once in my life I would like to have a few more dates that her and now that I am old enough I am going to look into some of the free dating sites.

Of course China joined one years ago before she was even the right age but all she did was lie about that just like she does on her my space page. I personally thought when she did that, that free dating sites were for losers and that she would fit right in. Now though I see so many commercials showing these really happy couples and I see that not all members of free dating site are losers and I guess they are not all just a bunch ofpromiscuoussluts like China. I know I am being mean but I have spent the last 4 years of my life seeing her do so many things that Ihaven'tbeen able to do and then what makes it really bad is that she rubs it in my face and that is not what friends should do at all.

So it's my turn to join some free dating sites and soon I will find myself a nice boy to go out with. I want him to be just like me, soft spoken and shy and a lover of books and quiet places. It should not be so hard with so many free dating sites to find one that has that exact boy, I know I am going to find him and have a nicemonogamousrelationship and then I won't care at all how many guys China is dating or who she's sleeping with. I will have my own boyfriend and I will be happy.