Adult Written Stories

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The moon provides light to the whole street. The cold wind touched me and the rain water is dripping from my face as my tears were hiding surreptitiously. I was walking in the middle of the night from the bus stop where I got off. The night was so quiet; it's killing me. My guilt is haunting me. I knew it was wrong, but I still insisted. I gave in to the temptation and I knew where I was heading to. I was dating single women despite the fact that I am a married man. The excitement and thrill were there. dating single women and pretending that I was also a dating single man is what the game was all about. Now I feel tired that I cannot run away from this anymore. Shall I tell my wife that I have sinned? Shall I admit everything to her and watch her walk away from me? Shall I tell her how I cheated on her and watch her express her anger and her trust fades. Shall I admit the truth and watch my kids hate me and disrespect me? It is all my fault. I don't know what to do. Few more steps and I will be standing right in front of our house we once called "home". Is this the place I used to be in, where love, happiness and laughter reside? I sat down on the front stairs and reminisce for a while all the things that I have realized lately. In my very clear memory, I can hear the the voice of my mom crying in pain. There was too much pain in her heart when my father left us for another woman. I had to help my mom raised my siblings. Now...do I want my kids to experience the same life I had before? There is no way any good father will wish that for his kids to happen. I want a better life for them. Dating single women... unfaithfulness... extra marital affairs... alcohol... gambling...other vices... The game is over. As I knocked on the door, my mind was clear...my heart was pounding. The door opened and my wife's beautiful smile and warm embraced welcomed me. This is my one and only wife whose beautiful soul has redeemed my life from my chaotic past. Forgiveness...that's all I need.